A few things to take care of before peanut is here

Hope you guys are doing fine!
I have been feeling like shit these two past days, felt a bit sick and had some family issues going on, I guess everyday can't be happy happy happy! And when something happens you have you to get to the root of the problem so that it doesn't happen again. Life is also about taking care of problems not just smiling and pretend nothings wrong. Me and baby had an issue that needed to be sorted out before continuing on our journey of life together. We have been talking a couple of days and we finally came to a bridge that works for both of us, but we still got some more talking to do. I am trying to take care of every little negative aspects of my life and personality before our sweetie comes so that I can be the best mom I possibly can be.
It means dealing with ghost from the past and looking within and it's actually going really good. I am so blessed to have the boyfriend I have, since he has two kids he is/has prepared me for the most parenthood has to offer. The most important thing is to remember -" I was young too" and " how did I feel when my parents treated me this way" cause if you are brought up knowing one mentality,good/bad, you can bring that into your child's world unintentionally. So it's all about being true to yourself.
So this is a great thing to talk about before having kids and just think about if there is anything you want to change/enhance before you get kids, cause that little soul deserves the best :)

Welcome week 20:)

Hey guys!
Today is tuesday which means I'm now in week 20:) Yeeeah! Half my pregnancy time has passed. We made it peanut!!!
I am getting bigger and bigger and a little afraid of gaining too much weight so when ever I have a little of strength, I'm trying to move my body and exercise.
It is more difficult with peanut in my belly but I try to think of what I will look like if I don't try to move plus it's suppose to be good and help me when I give birth to peanut. I do have panic attacks from time to time and I'm really afraid of giving birth, the pain of course. So exercising and trying to focus on my breathing is a good way to practice that before labour.
I am also beginning to feel a bit lighter now and since my back is already struggling I have to get it toned up so the 5months left won't be in pain.
My midwife said exercising can do no harm and is just a good way to prepare yourself.
Unfortunately it can't help my nausea but at least I get some fresh air.
So this is my stomach today week 20:)
What am I looking forward to? Feeling peanut move a little bit more and just connecting with my baby girl and start buying small items that are necessary! Can't wait!!!
Welcome week 20;)

Making memories

Hope your weekend has been nice!
Mine has been ok, I went to the drs to talk about my biggest symptom problem, nothing new could be done so just got to keep strong. But when I was there I saw the newborn babies and just felt all warm inside!!! I couldn't believe how small and beautiful they were, wooow!!! And then it hit me I'm having one of those!!! Damn I can never get used to this feeling.
Since I'm still feeling sick and been told to stay home, I need constantly to find things to do at home especially when the nausea gets really bad cause otherwise I start to panic and can't think of anything else. So I have started already with peanuts album. It's going to be an album she can take a look at and see everything about my pregnancy and get to know everything in her world that concerns her. I've managed to put in the babyscan pictures so far.
I wish I had one of these to look back at. I guess my blog posts will be my dairy and reminder of what it was like while waiting anxiously for every month to past hehe...So just wanted to share my first page that I am pretty happy with! Hope peanut will be too.
This is a great way to share your joy with your baby before he/she has arrived.

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